Strength
I write under this crocked light.
It is weak as can be but I am wishing my words to be
strong —
what an inept word;
powerless to use with its only use being to show
— I cannot tell you a lot of things.
I will only know more than I presently don’t know.
And I may plunge into tears and embrace
sharp pains through my bones.
But I know how to play human.
And I always
and always
stand by my word.